My life, has been pretty messed up. I screwed up my Mini Project, and of all projects that is. I missed the submission date today, but who am i to blame except myself? I probably got what i deserved. I lost concentration, I lost focus. For whatever fucking reasons there is in life. I will just keep doing more, for the sake of my very own portfolio. But, I should learn to be prepared for the worst - and that's losing my direction in life. This is life, isn't it? To look at it from another point of view, I should be thankful that reality gave me this harsh slap right now than later before it's too late to turn back.
yes ok. i will fail my gpa. arts and design is just a stupid course i took which won't give me a future. yes ok, i'm playful. i'm spoiled. i'm a problematic child. i only love makeup which is basically just a bunch of expensive useless products that makes me pretty in the most unatural way. i doll up too much and care about my looks more than my studies. i used my laptop for too long and caused the electricity bill to raise. i'm just a joke cause i'm in ite. i'm just a useless fuck. i'm just a worthless daughter. my birth should have never taken birth. i can never make you proud. yes ok. Do you still have any more salts to rub into my wounds? If you do, please rub it in some more while I can still handle it, ok? Thanks a lot, father. I love you so fucking much. And i wish i meant it.
The dark days falling down on my stand
I feel the thirst to get it in
Trouble, trouble, drink it down
Like a king, I take the crown
Lush away the pain til my head spins
Cause we're the kids, that belong to the night
We gonna get this, we gonna start a fight
