Thanks to:

Riley Koh. (photographer)

Kevin West.

Donna Lye.

Photoshoot was held for Riley's project. This photo has been through mass edition, for my own usage. Does it still looks like me? If you think it does, means I have that superb photoshopping skills :D Mum and him have left for Rain's concert. I'm not that keen on meeting him and i'm glad i made the choice to stay at home but then again, I feel uneasy leaving him alone with her.

yeah sure. stay positive, don't let his words get to me, don't lose hope.

I've done all these all over and over again. It's always the same old. I'm starting to be tired of everything. Every single damn thing. i'm tired, i'm tired. For every day that passed, i wake up alive and well and i know i've passed yet another yester-day of shit hole. To passed another to-day of shit hole is yet again another challenge. when will it be when one day i just don't get up to see the sun rise of the day?

social life, social life. i don't feel like getting back into the circle. who bothers anyway? it's just drama every time. with problems, they come to me. without problems, hooray! bernie doesn't exist at all. (: isn't it. i wonder how many people miss talking to the girl who would just give her utter most to be their listening ear, be their teddy bear and well, tried to be there for them because she felt it was her job. Could she just be an angel and forget all the ungratefulness that people have casted upon her? sure, she can forgive but she can't forget. Guess what she's afraid right now? she's afraid that soon, these huge percentages of people will make her into one of them too. an unappreciative, selfish, multiple faced, ungrateful damn bitch. why? because it will make her think that the world is like that but technically, it's not. there's a few out there whom she knows are truly kind souls but the small percentages are losing compared to the huge percentage.