date: 6.22.2011
time: 6:49 PM
Sigh. Just had a talk with Keegan's vet, and she needs to go for a surgery early in the morning tomorrow. In case you're wondering who is Keegan, she's my little white bitch (female dog). Apparently, I got worried about her behaviour for the past 3 days - she didn't touch her bowl of food, super restless at night and there tend to be blood drop stains in her cage but I have no idea where it came from. Today, when she licked my skin, her tongue was scorching hot and then she vomited. The vet said there could be a growth in her private area, thus causing the blood stains, restlessness, loss of appetite, fever. He said it could be life threatening. :(
I seriously hope everything will go well tomorrow and that she still can be with me for at least the next few years. Having a dog who have bonded with you for 13 years isn't something 'just like that'. She might not talk but when everything seems to crash down, she's the only one who knows. When I bleed, when I cried, when I was hurt, even when I was happy, she was there. Seriously, is this for real? How many more living things around me must I lose? Tell me. Why?
I really hate this year. There's nothing about it that I could like. Can everything just stop moving? I want a break. So stop moving.
Six letters, two words, easy to say, hard to explain, harder to do; Move On.
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