date: 7.13.2011
time: 12:14 AM
 Bernie,
when you fall, learn to pick yourself up. stop letting your mind control you, stop worrying about things that is non of your concern. Fine, you made some majorly ass mistakes in the past and learnt it the hard way so stop dwelling on them already and move the fucking hell on. Learn not to repeat your mistakes again. Can't help it? Force yourself, god damn it. Look at everyone of them. Time has proven to you that they indeed don't stop for you. Have you tried hard enough to push yourself forward? Face it, stupid. You're stuck in the same old fucking place for a time too long. Learn to defend yourself from the douchie because it's your life, not his. Accept the fact that most of the time you'd always be the second choice for someone else. Why? Because there's always someone out there better than you are for that person; don't feel pain for such things because it's their decisions and you can't blame them. Learn to be more forgiving. Learn that people die all the time; love ones won't be forever alive beside you. They die and one day you will die too. Learn to stop being so naive. Every choice was yours to make. Stop complaining about your life much too because there's someone out there whose life is 10 times worse than yours. Learn to wake up to brutal truth because it's reality. Much as your own make-believe world is better, it's fiction. Stop being such a weak pawn in these games of fate.
this is that little spark in you, speaking.
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