Day 01 - Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is.
date: 7.01.2011
time: 4:45 PM
Single life. It seems to have gone back to where I first started: not worrying about what I could have done wrong during the relationship, is my lover happy, am I good enough, being myself. Don't get me wrong, it is good to be yourself in front of the person you love and I do think it's a must/important to be able to be yourself because then if that person still loves you, you will know that that person truly loves you for who you are. I'm just afraid to show my flaws sometimes, because when I'm that in love with the person, I don't want to let go of the love, afraid that that person will leave me because of my flaws. Is it trust issues? I don't think so, I think I just take more time to warm up to people since most relationships do start off as being friends. It's based on my own opinion though.
So being single, I don't need to fuss over so much worries but hey, who doesn't doubt themselves. At the same time, being single, I get lonely at times. Some things that lovers do that friends don't. Being with a person I really love a whole lot, I get butterflies in my stomach and this feeling of happiness no words could describe.
I guess I'm alright with both, but I'm missing someone badly. (:
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Happy Birthday to Doreen! :D
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