Emotions
date: 7.29.2011
time: 6:50 PM
 grown broken torn mended healed loved hated created destroyed remembered forgotten, moulded us as who and how we are today, right now. Strong or weak, is not the choice. The choice lies in choosing whether you want to show it or not. Showing it doesn't mean you're weak, neither does hiding it makes you strong. So,
she might have suicidal thoughts written all over her diary, papers, whatever writable surfaces she could find, yes, if one wants to die, they wouldn't be so stupid to let anyone know because they will not let anybody save them. At the same time, don't immediately point your finger at her and say that she's asking for attention. Stating that, clearly, aren't you stupid enough. Of course she wants attention. But have you sat down and think through or bother to find out her reasons for doing so and what type of attention she wants? You don't want to give her your attention, then leave her alone. When one person says "she just wants attention," many have associate it as a bad thing. Because most of us experience people who wants attention are irritating freaks, but is she wrong for using the word for different definition discreetly? Are you right for associating her use of word for your own definition? No one is right or wrong. The best way to show that you don't care, is simply not to care. Don't do anything.
No need to push the needle deeper than it already has. You hate her and want to destroy her, then good luck to you. Because someone else out there will hate you and wants to destroy you as well.
Thank God It's Friday.
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