date: 7.23.2011
time: 2:38 AM
I still can't bear to let this blog be dead for long. Blog first, sleep later. During the wake, special thanks to Jia Xian, Donna, Shu Jun and Janet for taking their time and effort to make a trip down, and the kind messages by other people, I appreciate it a lot. I'll be alright as time goes by.I'm going to dread tomorrow, well technically it means later. It's the cremation day; usually the saddest day out of the whole process. Can I not go? I will cry like a pig about to be slaughtered, for such an emotional being like me. And they had to bring me marvelous news that the entire family have to present on sunday to pick the bone fragments to be placed into the urn. Fuck that. I don't want to be there to see what has become of her, much as though I have a thing for skeletons. Perhaps I should make a scene and have people drag me out of the place so that I don't have to see that pile of whatever. Oh I'm such a smart kid.
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