date: 7.10.2011
time: 3:51 AM
I'm glad you were honest with me today and have tried hard to change your rather not-very-good attitude towards me before, and truly apologized for the hurt you've caused me. So I have to be honest with you as well. I'm sorry but I can't reciprocate your feelings. Not because of your attitude before nor do I hate you, whatever that has happened I had already put it behind me but simply because I don't feel the same way. I know myself when I like a person. Please forgive me for avoiding your question just now because I really didn't want to hurt you on the spot and spot your mood for the rest of the day. Thus, I'm writing this here. I can't bring myself to get into a relationship with someone I don't have the same feelings back because I will only end up hurting you in the long run. I know I have liked you before for a very long time, and we missed the chance to date. And after that, during the period of 9 months away from you, I had been through a lot, enough to make what happened between you and me become history. The feelings just isn't there anymore. Fate made us fell in love with each other but never meant to be together.
I know I just want to be friends with you now, nothing more nothing less.
I'm sorry.and, it's also probably time for me to let go, for i have been living too long in my own make-believe world. what i want will never come true, as time have proved and shown to me. i was long gone, it's just nobody or myself have realized it.
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