date: 9.05.2011
time: 12:24 PM
somehow, i ended up in a tunnel. it was dark, with no lights. i just continued walking on, having no idea where it would lead me. there was a bright light soon after, and i was getting closer to it. it turned out to be a train. I woke up from my dream.
Supposedly I died as there's no turning back once you start on your path, right? Most of all, who dreams of their death. I feel so final destination-ly. Depressing - it seems like I have no way out yet at the same time, it's pretty exciting - am I seeing a vision of my fate? Dreams can just be dreams, or deja vu.
I feel like a child who is losing her way in life. Walking on aimlessly, despite not knowing where this will lead her to.
becoming someone whom she never thought she would be. thoughts of giving up. heavy eyes. losing appetite, again. missed school, again. Encouraging others on, yet she's so messed up with her own emotions.
the house feels so empty, i want my baby back.
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