O' bless thee
date: 11.16.2011
time: 11:55 PM
Finally, major presentation is over. I can take a short breather, for now. Been so tired lately, yet at the same time, happy and certain times, sad. Keegan has been getting weaker each day. As each second passes by, I fear. Fear of losing the ones I love - this fear has arise so often in this year. It's so upsetting to the extend that sometimes tears don't flow. There's so much more for me to fear, but even the fear of death is not as strong as this. At least in death, I don't have to watch them leave. I don't want to be left behind, I'd rather bid goodbye first. I can't expect, only hope. Hope that they would be with me for much longer.
|