a touch of the death angel
date: 3.07.2012
time: 3:20 AM
when someone cuts, someone else would get upset and hurt. if someone attempts to kill herself, someone else would say that she is being heartless because she doesn't think of the consequences that if she really dies, how many would be affected.
"your mother would collapse on the floor; your dad is trying to stay strong, but tears escapes his eyes; they would blame themselves, for all those times they said no to you, for all those times they were harsh to you, for all those times they weren't there for you when you needed help; your little sister who always told you that she hates you, stole your things, now blames herself for never listening to you when you told her to stop; your little brother who always played nasty pranks on you now blames himself for all those things he did and he really can't deal with the fact that you're gone; at school, that popular girl who always called you fat and ugly is blaming herself; that boy that always threw things at you and copied your homework now blames himself; your best friend of all times blames herself for her incapability of being there for you when you truly needed someone. People are crying, screaming, shocked in regret of what they did and didn't do. Your funeral day, it was a big one. A lot of people came, no one knew what to say. The beautiful girl with the big smile is now gone. Forever. A month has passed, your brother has to be sent to anger management classes; your little sister cries everyday still waiting for you to come home; your father slips into depression; your mother hasn't slept for nights, crying and screaming, hoping that you will come back. So, think again."
If someone has to think of the consequences she would caused by killing herself, why don't the people think of the consequences they would cause instead if they keep pushing someone to the limit? Why don't they see the things she has done when she's alive? Why don't they use the chance to treat her better when she's alive? Why do they all always make her feel like she's never good enough for anybody? What's wrong with showing a little appreciation? What's wrong with telling her you miss her? What's wrong with bothering to explain to her when she doesn't get what you're trying to do?
Does anybody get what I'm trying to do? Why is it that whatever I do just comes out wrong everytime?
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