date: 4.06.2012
time: 4:42 AM
Do you ever miss someone?
No tears flowing, but you are just sad about them leaving your life. For whatever reasons. Just a random night, you are with no one but yourself, you can't sleep and all these thoughts ponders through that brain of yours. Whether you knew the reasons or not, have you thought about what ifs.
Do you fake that you're doing well or are you really doing well without them? If they started a conversation with you, do you reply them coldly or ignore them? Or you are really okay with talking to them? Do you hate them for leaving you? Or do you hate yourself for leaving them? Would you start a conversation with them? Do you fear about whether they would reply you or not? Do you still wish to be friends again? Do you wish to be able to contact them again but knowing that you can't...?
Quite honestly, I miss them.
I miss you. there's not a particular you, just a you.
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