date: 4.15.2012
time: 3:06 AM
I look at the things around me these days. The strong became weaken. Even in relationships, probably one of the greatest examples of all time. One who 2-timed manages to make this person break up with another who is true to the relationship. One who didn't know who they wanted before, hurting 2 others in the process, now gets a blissful relationship with loads of love showered upon. A player, who has hurt so many others is still loved by many. I look at those who did their best. Is life really so unfair for them? Things will get better for them eventually? But what if there is limited time? Will life really be so cruel? People who do their hardest best, gets almost all the shit.
Mother has been falling sick lately and each time, it just gets worst. A woman who has done so much is condemned to such a state, compared to a douchebag who has contributed absolutely nothing is still living well? Sometimes I just wish someone would get into my skin and walk in it to show me how I should face them and what I should do. I am trying but it feels like I am doing everything wrongly.
Will things get better for me? Or at the very least, for the people I love? It hurts to see them like that and it hurts even more to know that I'm not of any help at all. And to this someone else who is still important, -
I still want to be there as a good friend in your times of need, so I sincerely wish that someday we would clear up our misunderstandings and get along well with each other.
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