date: 4.27.2012
time: 3:03 AM
I've been blogging these past few nights. And I don't know what's up with that.
So, here I am once again tonight.
Had Sumo Salad with Donna just now for dinner, and I'm seriously getting into deep love with their salads. Surprisingly, I'm starting to eat lettuce. Special thanks to someone actually. It was her who got me started, and although I despised them at first, I quite like them now. So thank you, you.
While I was outside, I realised just how much of a shell I was. I was almost always at home. For some reason, being outside today made me cheerful. I don't know why, but I felt great. Watching the lively shopping mall, the street lights, and I just felt so happy. With my best friend of all times there with me. We were reminiscing the old times, especially the ones on how outsiders randomly tried to hit on us to how friends came and left to our future education. I think I need to be more outgoing, socialise and get to know more people. Not that I am bored of my current people around me, but I feel as though I have no life. If I died out of a sudden, I would regret living like this.
sometimes i wish that when someone suggests to me something, i'd open up my ears and listen. maybe i did, but more like, listen immediately. think the bigger picture and realise it would benefit me. i can be so stubborn. what's the point of doing the things now that was suggested back then when the person is no longer around? oh well, it's all about learning and improving further, right? i just hope i can do better next time round.
The nights still gets me and I'm not sure if this is just a moment of confidence, but I hope it's not. It's going to be an exciting day later, so I doubt I can sleep. I shall find some self-entertainment which I'm quite good at, ey.
muahahaha.
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