date: 4.14.2012
time: 8:29 PM
Sometimes, I wonder what I am actually doing. I don't know, I don't understand. I'm not sure how I can describe this feeling. It's heavy, weighing me down. Quite familiar to 'drowning' when you are trying desperately to stay afloat but because you panic, it gets worst. - Because of my selfishness, because of my temper. I thought I had improved, yet they still do as much damage as before. What can I do to make things better?
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