date: 5.22.2012
time: 1:51 AM
I don't know where all these is going. I am not sure what I should feel also. But one thing is for sure: I'm not going to take up any actions against them. I will just let it out onto my outlets. I can never really understand why people can drastically change. It's not those type of changes in which you go through to better improve yourself. It's that type of change in which you insert a knife into someone else's back. Because? I don't know also. I do not even know what I did wrong. I mean, there should be a reason why it happened, no? Isn't it tiresome, having to act nice in front of me when you really don't wish to? Why make things so difficult for yourself?
It's true that it did affect me, because I cared. Cared enough for it to hurt even if you weren't all that close. However, if pretending that I'm happy can get me somewhere, pretend I shall. I won't go after you, I won't try to get you back. I will act like you never brought me down. And I will never let you know.
I am happy. ☺
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