25th,
date: 7.25.2012
time: 1:56 AM
It's been exactly a month since you left.
Isn't easy getting used to, still isn't any easier.
People would call me insane. You're just a dog after all.
That's the thing. You're just a four legged animal,
but you did so much more than a family member could.
Honest truth, besides acute senses,
an animal is almost nothing to a human.
Or at least, what humans can do.
The miracle is that.
They gave me a definition of what I think true beauty really is.
Is this what some meant that when you have less,
you learn to appreciate more about all that you have?
Staying loyal for more than 10 years, is not easy.
Some humans can't make it across 3 months.
Telling me to "open up and have fun."
Their beliefs, I do nothing about it except
that I wouldn't ever believe in that way of fun -
a constant remainder to myself.
Can't deny that I had not neglected you during my younger days,
especially during the examination periods.
Through your endless chances, I learn what commitment really is.
Growing up to a girl now who loves committing to all she adores.
I sense that whole joy of doing so despite setbacks.
I learn a lot from you.
If you were here, I would be telling you so much.
A lot has happened recently.
Well, my life has never been the quiet type, has it?
Since the day you were gone, nights had been so quiet.
Maybe except the rolling sound of tears,
but too quiet for any human to hear,
too hidden for any human to see.
It's okay.
I know that it's time for you to take a good rest.
To all that you had been through with me and taught me, thank you.
I love you.
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