Closing to 2 years - about 1 and half year now.
Is it really possible?
After all that I had been through. Is it possible?
I have no idea.

Sometimes, you wonder if you are really not worth a thing to someone after being together with them or they are just asking too much from you as a person. And for some odd reason, I did choose to go with the first. Because it seems easier that way, for many reasons only I myself know.

At the end of our conversation, that last bit of conclusion and question did scare me a little. They left me thinking for quite some time now.

I really have no idea. I can't give you an answer.