What can I say? Things can take on a drastic change making life like a roller coaster. You might fall in love with someone you never thought you would, you might get close with someone you never thought you would, you might end up buying something you never thought you would and on the negative side, someone you thought would be there might not be there and etc. These are some of the changes that probably happens the most often, to perhaps almost everybody.

So, things have pretty much took on a drastic change and what else can I do? Keep going and find ways to work around them. Seems like the only logical solution. Sometimes I do get stuck - very stuck, almost like sticky mud.

I thought about all the past times. In every aspect. Boy, have I come a long way. I guess that you too have come a long way. Although I wonder at times that if back then I had made different decisions, how would my life be right now. I'm always curious about that part even though I know that right there and then, I picked my decisions because I knew what I wanted.

Mindfucked.

randomly flipped on a channel on the television and they were showing the harsh training that Marine Recons in Thailand go through. Even I feel afraid for them while watching it. Before I knew it, the show ended and I'm watching the long back history of walnuts and how they are made.... I see peanut butter. Then I see flying ducks. Really, Starhub, you are definitely amazing at lining up the channels of the complete opposites.