Helpless.

date: 3.16.2013
time: 5:31 PM
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How could you.

How could you deny him when you are the one who bought him from the pet store in the first place.
How could you buy him to give him hope only to crash his hopes instead after all these years when he's so used to you, when he needs you now?

How could you tell me:"Nevermind. Leave him be." when I asked you to hurry home?
HOW COULD YOU, YOU SELFISH FUCK!?

How is it that you are my very own flesh & blood of a father?
How is it that you are so irresponsible?



I only managed to bond with Fiedel just a month ago. Because after all these years, Fiedel is so close, so used to you. He only let me in when you started to deny and push him to be my responsibility. Like any other foolish, loyal dogs out there, he yearns for you. But where are you?

I don't understand how you could tell me such a thing. I can't believe what I heard even after I told you that he vomited and his condition worsen. He struggled to get up, but he couldn't.

This very own 'animal abuse' happens in my home, by my own father.
I sit here watching and typing, helpless and shattered beyond words.

My only hope lasts with the vet tomorrow.
If there's no hope left, then I hope the least you could do is to be there with him till the end of his journey.


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