Why is it all so painful? But why is it that I can act like nothing happened on the outside?
Since when have I been able to hide my emotions, especially from my eyes?

There are times, I want nothing more than shutting my eyes, only to have them never open up again.
There are times when I wonder, what can be greater than seeing Keegan again?

I miss you, my little white beauty.
It feels like there's so much I want to tell you. I miss those times when I could hug your little soft body for comfort.

My mind is such a dangerous place. The greatest thing I should fear is my demons within.
I question myself; - what if one day my own warriors are too tired to fight?