We have those bad days every once in a while, while some people have it almost everyday.
It just feels like everyone was having a bad day - on the same day today.

A vase of furious events with different people happening within a very short time span, I have no idea how I am feeling. I remember there was once a period of time in my younger days, I was this kid with anger issues. I would look into the mirror reflection and be reminded of someone else in the house. I vented my anger towards people (ok sometimes I still do just not as bad) until I got scolded very harshly. I realized how inhuman was it of me to do that. Sometimes I feel that back then, words just slipped out of my mouth without me knowing or rather, 'I couldn't help it' but people would say that you are being ignorant by giving such a reason.

Tackling anger with anger doesn't do any good (or well maybe it does because it did get me to shut up and do some serious self reflection), but other times it just makes the brain all clouded and confuse, I can't think straight. However even if you do not use anger upon anger, it can still trigger some kind of a chain reaction and miscommunication with other people may still happen.

There are times I'm confuse between doing too little and doing too much.
Caring too little and caring too much.
Worrying too little and worrying too much.


I best keep the demons at bay and this rash breakout is not helping at all.