Only a month ago, I was happy because I felt accomplished. - To have used my savings and ordered a bundle of wholesome Christmas food a month in advance, all for this special day for the family. Tonight, it was crushed like no tomorrow.

I am sorry my pathetic savings is not enough for a good buffet dinner instead.








The wind is howling like this swirling storm inside
Couldn't keep it in; Heaven knows I tried
Don't let them in, don't let them see
Be the good girl you always have to be
Conceal, don't feel, don't let them know
Well now they know

Let it go, let it go
Can't hold it back anymore
Let it go, let it go
Turn away and slam the door
I don't care
What they're going to say
Let the storm rage on, the cold never bothered me anyway